Moving on up!

I had my first day today where I didn't have any children at home. With my condition keeping me stuck indoors most of the time bar school runs. I asked my father to assist me in going to town. 

So I dropped my daughter off with her dad, it was her fisrt day of school so i invited my ex partner to come along. Our daughter didn't even say goodbye she was to excited to finally go to school. She has wanted to go ever since she could walk. Now she's finally able to go and make friends.

Then I met my father straight after, me in my mobility scooter, my dad on foot. We took to our journey to town. I found it quite difficult to go in many shops with my mobility scooter so most of my journey I spent sitting out the front and just watched the world as it was right there and then. There is so many people walking around with their phones in their devihand I was quite surprised they didn't walk into someone or have an accident, they didn't. They where just flowing through the traffics of people without out even a problem. I thought to myself "wow good job people" but then I also thought, wow you're missing so much interaction and sights whilst your mind is glued to your device.

I went into the mall where a jolly good lady pierced my nose for a second time, it looks quite nice on my big nose 😂. This was at Clairs accessories. The lady had said she had suffered from fibromyalgia and I should work with the professionals to get better like herself. This seems like a good idea I thought, I looked at her as an inspiration, unfortunately though everyone is different and my doctors have said I'm to take it easy and to not over do it. I will work on my recovery though who knows what will happen.

Then after that my dad took me for a KFC, I had to go through the exit to get to the counter and the main entrance had a step, I was laughing at my dad saying I'm going to get stuck or told off, maybe even both. I wasn't fortunately and I didn't get stuck. I did however enjoy the whole meal that KFC offered. Even the chips which have gone up market over the years. The chicken fillet burger was absolutely delicious also. 

When I got home I didn't get much time to myself as it was close to picking all the children from school, I was looking forward to finding out what my youngest had done at school. She really enjoyed her self, and the others really enjoyed their first day back after the Christmas holidays. 

I will now work on my health getting myself back together. Finding out who I am, and try to be the best mum I can be for my children. I won't and don't let my condition and disability define me. I will use them as building who I am. I will continue to fight to be as active as possible. Although sometimes my condition beats me and I can't get out of bed. My children are then fantastic and my rock's. They've been so understanding.  I'm blesses to blesses with my family. This is why I hope one day I'll be better. So many people make a recovery from Fibromyalgia and ME/CFS let's hope I can too. 

Many blessings to all.